well, exams are over... a huge load is again off my shoulders. i must say that this sem i havent been a good boy in sch... having skipping lects like no ones business... hais in the end had to crush course study for exams... i rmb my f&b paper i only got my notes printed on one day b4 e exams and stayed up till 3am... hmm nvr done so much studying in one day b4. hais one paper really brought me down... its the econs paper... i was very ready for the paper but it came out harder than i thought. i was in high stress that i didnt read the paper carefully and did 2 big essay questions wasted alot of time.... hais... i jus hope i dnt hav to take any form of sub paper for this sem... ok anyways on thursday my ac classmates and i celebrated ivan b'dae hehe... me and byron bought for him a waterfall... :) hmmm becus it was a stupid thursday there wasnt much night entertainment... went to sahara a retarded turkish bar hmm then we went out after that to hav bar chor mee at that area... hmm after that went to eugene house to drink more! i drank alot... usually i would knw my limits and stop when i knw im going off... but this time round since it was at eugenes house so i thought that i should try and see how is it feeling "high". well ok i jus kept drinking, the company was great and the weather too... i finally got high but according to paul its not drunk... haha my body was very heavy... i was like retarded... but i knw i felt great... nothing bothered me at that moment... very free... morning came and we headed back to barker to visit teachers... man... the walk to the bus stop was crazy... i was dragging my feet and had a bad hang over... same with ivan... hmmm when reached school felt like shit... was like trying to open my eyes but then again cnt... hais... yups but at least gotta meet teachers... i hope they didnt find out that i was having an hang over...after sch visit i went back to TP for fitting... hmm... hais... i dnt like tp i dnt really enjoy myself in sch anymore its a burden... i... sighs... jus two more years and thats it...ok anyways today i went o marina square shopping with mum and sis then i came pass the singapore youth flying club booth... i always wanted to join but i knew i wasnt qualified as i had no science sub and my eye degree is 400 they wan 300 so i jus went up to the lady to question about if theres any lee way... but no... so i was quite depress but worst! she asked if i was a poly or jc student then she say that oh... if your a jc student we will jus take u in without queueing but since ure a poly student u hav to wait about 8months! i mean wat the fuck! r u trying to be bias to the jc students?! fuck la! wats so big about jc students?! u knw some poly students score higher than jc students?! i jus cnt stand that fact u knw?! singapore is ike very academic based... nvr bother about interest.... if i knew its like that i might as well go into jc?! wah! its like in singapore JC is like GOD poly is shit! ITE??? hmm dnt wanna say.... its like no matter how hard i work they will be idiots that wanna bring me down! hate u!!!!!!!!!!hais thats all la... i jus feel very unfairly treated!
